So i have finally updated a bit my DA stuff, officially i have lost the passion for drawing that was started back at the CCC IRC talks which i believe had much to do with my inspiration, now I'm half dead, can you believe that i didn't change my "Best Deviation" for a year? even if it was a Christmas theme, also i didn't change for a year the deviant Id which is more pathetic because it reflects even more a season.

Not hoping anyone would reply to this and at the same time hoping for it, for school times,, which btw are going to start soon, I feel a hollow for me I got no "partner in crime" as everybody else got, I'm in a band but still I lack of that other half,, maybe I'm love with no one and miss that no one,,it is just messed that people think they are open to you when you are the one who always has to ask whats is really happening I won't say a thing to anything because they will confabulate only to make me feel better and doing it for compromise, which would make me feel pathetic, I think i may need attention or somethingfgfg.

Anyways i got a new Ipod Classic with 80gbs, all my music fits there <3, that should help me to overcome this last semester before going to work on the next next semester.